The Church of Almighty God | The Testimony of a Christian | Regenerated in God’s Word
Wang Gang Shandong Province
I was a peasant. As my family was poor, I kept working everywhere to
make money, just wanting to live a better life through my own labor.
However, in real life I saw that the lawful rights and interests of a
rural worker like me couldn’t be guaranteed at all. My wages were often
withheld for no reason. Deceived and exploited by others again and
again, I couldn’t get the payment I deserved for a year’s hard work. I
felt that the world was too dark! People lived by the law of the jungle
like animals and contended with and fought against each other. There was
simply no place for me to live. When I was extremely distressed and
depressed in my heart and lost confidence in life, a friend preached
Almighty God’s end-time salvation to me. From then on, I often had
meetings with the brothers and sisters, and we prayed, sang, and
fellowshipped about the truth together. We learned from each other and
made up for each other’s deficiencies, and I felt especially happy and
released. In the Church of Almighty God,
I saw that there was no deception or distinction of position among the
brothers and sisters. We were all simple and open and lived in harmony.
In order to cast off the corrupt disposition and live out the likeness
of a man and thus be saved, all of us were striving to pursue the truth,
which let me taste the happiness of life and understand the value and
meaning of life. Therefore, I always felt that I should preach the
gospel so that more people who lived in darkness could come before God
to be saved by God and see the light again. So, I joined in preaching
the gospel to testify God. However, I never expected that I would be
arrested by the CCP government for preaching the gospel and suffer the
extremely cruel tortures and imprisonment.
It was at noon in the winter of 2008. When I was testifying God’s
end-time work to a gospel friend with two sisters, we were reported by
an evil person. Six policemen suddenly rushed into the house of the
gospel friend on the excuse of checking residence cards. As soon as they
entered the house, they roared loudly, “Freeze!” Two of them rushed at
me madly. One seized the clothes on my chest. The other grabbed my arms
and twisted them backward with force, shouting venomously, “What are you
doing? Where are you from? What’s your name?” I asked in reply, “Who
are you? Why do you arrest me?” Hearing that, they flared up into a fury
and said aggressively, “Don’t ask why! You’re the one we are catching!
Come with us!” After that, the vicious policemen pushed the two sisters
and me into a police car and took us to the local police station.
After arriving there, they put me into a small room, ordered me to
squat down, and arranged for four guys to watch me. Having squatted for a
long time, I was really tired and couldn’t bear it. Just when I wanted
to stand up, the vicious policemen came over to press my head down, not
allowing me to stand up. They didn’t allow me to get up until they came
to search me in the evening. Since they got nothing, they all left
later. Soon after, I heard the cry of someone who was tortured in the
next room. At that time, I was very afraid in my heart: What cruel means
will they use to torture me next? I prayed to God desperately in my
heart, “Almighty God! Now I feel scared in my heart. May you give me
faith and strength so that I will be strong and courageous and can stand
testimony for you. If I can’t withstand their cruel tortures, I’d
rather commit suicide by biting off my own tongue than be a Judas to
betray God!” After the prayer, I thought of God’s words, “Do not fear this or that. The Almighty God of hosts will surely be with you. He will be your rear guard and shield.”
(from “The Twenty-sixth Piece of Word” in The Word Appears in the
Flesh) Right! With Almighty God being my rear guard and being with me,
what shall I fear? I’ll rely on God to war against satan. God’s words
removed the timidity in my heart and my tightened heart was released.
That night, another four ferocious-looking policemen came. One of
them pointed at me, shouting, “We’ve finally got you this big fish. Your
believing in Almighty God is disturbing the social order and disrupting
the state law….” As he roared, he pushed me into an interrogation room
on the second floor and ordered me to squat down. In the room, there
were various kinds of torture devices, such as ropes, sticks, batons,
steel whips, guns, and so on, which were placed disorderedly on the
floor. A vicious policeman with angry eyes grabbed my hair with one hand
and made an electric baton sputter with the other hand. He threatened
and questioned me, “How many people are there in your church? Where is
your meeting place? Who is your leader? How many of you preach in our
area? Speak up! Otherwise, there will be a lot for you to suffer.”
Looking at the electric baton with a blue light and the torture devices
in the room, I couldn’t help feeling kind of nervous and afraid and
didn’t know whether I could overcome the following cruel torture. Just
at the critical moment, I thought of Almighty God’s words, “The bitter cup I drank you must drink (Jesus said this after his resurrection), and the way I walked you will have to walk. …”
(from “The Course of Peter’s Knowing ‘Jesus’” in The Word Appears in
the Flesh) I realized: This is God’s charge and is the way of life that
God personally opens up for us. In walking the way of believing in God
and pursuing the truth, we are bound to experience some tribulations and
frustrations, which is inevitable. What the suffering accomplishes is
God’s blessing. Only in tribulations can we gain the way of truth God
bestows. The truth is the eternal life that God bestows to us. I should
follow God’s footsteps to go forward and confront all these bravely
instead of being timid or afraid. When I thought of that, a burst of
strength welled up in my heart immediately. Then I said loudly, “I only
believe in Almighty God! I know nothing else!” Hearing that, the vicious
policeman was so exasperated that he jabbed my left breast wildly with
the electric baton for nearly a minute. Immediately, I felt as if the
blood in my body were boiling. Unbearably painful all over, I writhed on
the floor and kept screaming. Still unwilling to give up, he suddenly
dragged me up and lifted my chin with the baton, roaring, “Speak up! You
don’t confess, eh?” While roaring, he jabbed my right breast with the
electric baton. I shivered all over and then fainted from pain, lying
motionless on the floor…. I didn’t know how long had passed when I woke
up. I heard them saying, “Playing dead? You pretend! How dare you
pretend!” Then they jabbed my face with the baton and kicked my thighs.
After that, they dragged me up from the floor, saying venomously, “Speak
up or not?” I still didn’t answer. They fiercely punched my face. One
of my teeth was knocked out, and another one became loose. Immediately,
blood flowed from my mouth. Facing such torments of those frenzied
demons, I was really afraid that I couldn’t stand their cruel torture
and would betray God. At that time, I thought of God’s words, “Those
in power look ferocious in appearance, but do not be afraid. That is
because you have little faith. As long as your faith rises, nothing will
be difficult.” (from “The Seventy-fifth Piece of Word” in The
Word Appears in the Flesh) God’s words gave me faith and strength once
again. I realized: Although those vicious policemen before my eyes are
crazy and aggressive, they are manipulated in God’s hand. Now, God is
using them to test my faith. As long as I rely on God by faith and don’t
give in to them, they will surely be put to shame and defeated.
Thinking of that, I exerted all my strength and asked them in reply
loudly, “Why did you arrest me and take me here? Why did you shock me
with the electric baton? What crime have I committed?” With a guilty
conscience, the vicious policemen, who were stumped by my questions,
stuttered, “Shouldn’t I… I… I arrest you and take you here? …” With the
word, they went away in dejection. Seeing satans’ awkward and ugly
manner, I shed tears with excitement. In such adversity, I truly
experienced the authority and power of Almighty God’s words. As long as I
practiced and cooperated according to God’s words, I would have God’s
care and keeping and have God’s power as company. At the same time, I
felt indebted to God for my little faith. After that, a tall policeman
came in and walked to me, saying, “As long as you tell us where you live
and how many people there are in your family, we’ll release you at
once.” Seeing that I still said nothing, he exasperatedly grabbed my
hand and forcefully put my fingerprint on the statement they fabricated
beforehand. Seeing that the statement simply wasn’t what I said but was
all their lies and framings, I was so indignant that I snatched it and
tore it up. Immediately, the vicious policeman flew into a rage. He
violently punched my left cheek and slapped my face hard twice, so I
became disoriented. Then, they locked me up in the small room again.
In the small room, covered with bruises and unbearably painful from
the tortures, I couldn’t help feeling weak and sad: Why do I have to
undergo such suffering in believing in God? I preach the gospel to
others with good intentions, letting them pursue the truth to be saved.
However, I suffer such torture…. When I thought of that, I felt even
more wronged and distressed. In anguish, I thought of God’s words, “Since
you are a man, you should spend for God and endure all sufferings! As
for the little suffering you are undergoing now, you should accept it
gladly and readily in your heart. You should live out a meaningful life,
like Job and Peter. … You people are the ones who pursue the right way
and pursue to make progress. You stand up in the country of the great
red dragon and are the ones called righteous by God. Isn’t this the most
meaningful life?” (from “Practice (2)” in The Word Appears in
the Flesh) Every word of Almighty God struck my heart. Yes! Almighty God
has watered and supplied me with his abundant words of life, so I have
enjoyed so much grace from him freely, known the mysteries no one could
know throughout the past generations, and understood the truths no one
could understand throughout the past generations. This is God’s special
blessing for me. I should bear testimony for God and endure all
sufferings for God. No matter how much I suffer, it is worthwhile,
because this is the most valuable and meaningful thing. However, today
I’m persecuted and suffer a little physically because of preaching the
gospel, and then I feel reluctant and mistreated. Don’t I grieve God too
much? Am I not too conscienceless? How can I be worthy of God’s grace
and blessing and God’s supply of life? The saints in the past
generations, because of walking in God’s way, had borne strong and
resounding testimonies for God and lived out a meaningful life. Having
gained so much supply of words from God today, shouldn’t I even more
bear a good testimony for God? … As I thought of that, I felt less pain
in my body. I deeply knew that it was Almighty God’s words that gave me
the power of life and made me overcome the weakness of my flesh.
On the second day, the vicious policemen were already at the end of
their schemes. They threatened me, “You won’t say, right? Then we’ll put
you in prison!” After that, they took me to the detention house. In the
detention house, the vicious policemen continued to torture me in
various ways. Moreover, they often instigated the prisoners to beat me.
In the severe winter, they incited the prisoners to pour basins of cold
water on me, forcing me to wash in cold water. I felt so cold that I
shivered all over. There, the prisoners were the machines to make money
for the government. We didn’t have any lawful right and had to endure
the prison guards’ squeezing and exploiting like slaves. They forced me
to print thermal paper unceasingly in the daytime and work overtime at
night. If I took a break, someone would come over to beat me violently.
At the beginning, they required me to print 2,000 sheets a day, and then
the quota increased to 2,800, and finally to 3,000. Even the veterans
couldn’t finish that amount of work, let alone a newcomer like me.
Actually, they intentionally made me unable to finish it so that they
could find excuses to torture and afflict me. When I failed to meet the
quota, the vicious policemen would put shackles weighing over five
kilograms on me and had my hands and feet shackled together. I would
have to sit there motionless, bending with my head downward. The gang of
inhuman vicious policemen didn’t care about my eating, drinking,
defecating, and urinating. Although the commode was in the cell, I
couldn’t walk there to use it. So I had to beg the cellmates to pull me
onto the commode. If they were kind, they would pull me there. If no one
helped me, I had to relieve myself in my pants. The most painful thing
was eating. As my hands and feet were shackled together, I could only
force my head down and lift up my feet and hands at the same time. Only
thus could I put the steamed bun into my mouth. Every bite cost me great
strength and the handcuffs and shackles hurt me sharply. After a long
time, my wrists and ankles had hard, black, and shiny calluses. When I
was shackled, I often got nothing to eat. On occasion, the prisoners
gave me two small steamed buns. But most of the time, they ate my share
and I had to suffer hunger. As for water, it was even less. Actually,
everyone was given only two bowls of water every day. However, I was
shackled and unable to move, so I seldom drank water and I couldn’t
drink it. I went through such unspeakable inhuman tortures four times,
and each time I was shackled three days at least and eight days at most.
Whenever I was unbearably hungry, I thought of what God ever said, “Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God.” (Matthew 4:4) Gradually, I realized that God wanted to accomplish in me the fact that “the word becomes life”
through satan’s affliction on me. After understanding God’s will, I got
released in my heart. Then I quieted myself before God and prayed to
God and pondered God’s words. Unknowingly, I no longer felt so painful
and didn’t feel hungry. It made me truly experience that God’s word is
the truth, the way, and the life and is indeed the foundation for my
existence. Therefore, I had more faith in God unconsciously. I
remembered that once the prison guards tortured me on purpose again. I
was shackled there and had nothing to eat or drink three days and
nights. The prisoner who was shackled beside me said, “Before, a young
man was starved to death because of being shackled like this. You
haven’t eaten anything for several days yet still look energetic.” At
his words, thinking that I didn’t eat or drink anything for three days
and nights yet didn’t feel that hungry, I deeply felt that the life
force of God’s word was supporting me and truly saw that God appeared to
me in the word. I was very excited in my heart. In such an environment
of suffering, I could truly experience the reality of the truth that “man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God,”
which was really the most precious wealth of life God bestowed to me,
was my special gain, and was even more what I could never gain in an
easy environment without worrying about food and clothing. It was so
meaningful and worthwhile to undergo such suffering today! At that time,
I couldn’t help remembering God’s words, “What you inherit
today is higher than what the apostles and prophets in the past
generations inherited, even higher than what Moses and Peter inherited.
Blessings cannot be gained in one or two days. You have to pay much
price. That is, you have to have a refined love, have a great faith, and
have the many truths God requires you to live up to, you have to be
able to stand with justice, not bending or swerving, and have to have a
heart that loves God without change even unto death, and you need to
have the will, have your life disposition transformed and your
corruptions cured, and accept all God’s manipulations without complaint
and even be able to obey unto death. These are what you should achieve,
are God’s ultimate purpose, and are God’s requirements for this group of
people.” (from “Is God’s Work So Simple as People Imagine?” in
The Word Appears in the Flesh) Pondering God’s words, I realized: What
sufferings and trials accomplish is indeed God’s blessing and is God’s
most practical life supply and watering to me. Now, although the words
God bestows to me surpass those to the saints in the past generations, I
still need to have faith and perseverance to inherit them, and should
never bend or swerve in the tribulation but obey God’s manipulation and
arrangement and accept God’s salvation. Only thus can I enter into the
reality of God’s words and see God’s wonderful deeds. Without the price
of suffering, I’m not qualified to inherit the promise and blessing God
bestows to me. The revelation and guidance of God’s words made me
stronger and have more strength within. I made a firm resolution: I will
try my best to cooperate with God and satisfy God’s requirement and
bear testimony for God in such an environment of suffering, so that I
can gain the most.
One month later, the CCP police sentenced me to one year of hard
labor on the charge of “being suspected of disturbing the social order
and damaging the implementation of the law.” Just after I entered the
labor camp, the vicious policemen spread rumors and lies among
prisoners, saying that I, a believer in Almighty God, was worse than
murderers and robbers, and instigated the prisoners to torture me, so
they often beat and kicked me without cause and created all manner of
difficulties for me. It made me truly see that China is the living hell
firmly controlled by satan the devil, its every corner is dark, it
doesn’t allow the existence of light, and there’s no living space for
the believers in Almighty God at all. In the daytime, the vicious
policemen forced me to work in the workshop. If I didn’t finish the
quota, they would ask the prisoners to beat me after I returned to the
cell, and they called it “killing the chicken to frighten the monkey.”
When I counted bags in the workshop, the prisoners always deliberately
took one or some from the bags which I had counted in bundles of 100.
Then, they said that I didn’t count correctly and took the opportunity
to beat and kick me. Seeing that I had been beaten enough, the prison
governor would come over and hypocritically asked what had happened.
Then, the prisoners would frame me, saying that I didn’t count enough
bags, so I would be scolded by the prison governor. Moreover, every
morning, the prisoners ordered me to recite the “code of conduct.” If I
refused, I would be beaten. They also forced me to sing the songs of
praising the Communist Party. If they saw that I didn’t sing or my lips
didn’t move, I couldn’t escape being beaten up at night. Besides, they
made me mop the floor. Whenever I didn’t do it to their satisfaction, I
would suffer a fierce beating. Once, a gang of prisoners suddenly beat
me with fists and feet. After that, they asked me, “Boy, do you know why
you were beaten? It’s because you didn’t stand up to say hello to the
prison governor when he came here!” Each time after being beaten, I
dared not speak out my indignation within, but could only pray to God
silently in tears and pour out my resentment and grievance to God. This
was because it was a lawless place where people had no way to reason.
There was no justice, but only violence. There were no men, but only the
frenzied devils and scorpions! I felt it distressing and depressing to
live in such an adverse environment, not wanting to stay even one more
minute…. Whenever I was weak and distressed to a degree, I would think
of Almighty God’s words, “The God in heaven comes to the
filthiest licentious land, and he never expresses his grievances or
complains against men but silently endures men’s tortures and
oppression. Yet he never opposes men’s unreasonable demands, never makes
excessive requirements of men, and never has unreasonable requirements
for men, but only wholeheartedly and uncomplainingly does for men all
the works they need: teaching, inspiring, rebuking, refining with words,
warning, exhorting, comforting, judging, and disclosing. Which step is
not for men’s life? Although God takes away men’s future and destiny,
which step of his work is not for men’s destiny? Which step is not for
men’s existence? Which step is not for men to break free from the
suppression of the afflicting and pitch-dark force of darkness? Which
step is not for men? Who can know God’s motherly heart? Who can
understand God’s anxious heart?” (from “Work and Entering In
(9)” in The Word Appears in the Flesh) God’s words encouraged me. Yes!
Enduring great humiliations and sufferings, God comes to the world to
work through being incarnated this time just for the purpose of saving
us, the most deeply corrupt people, out of satan’s abyss of misery, so
that we can live in God’s light and live in the pleasant destination
where there is no satan’s affliction, no sorrow, no grief, and no tears.
What God works on me, whether grace and blessing or trial and refining,
is all for supplying me and saving me and for working the truth into
me, so that the truth can become my life. Today, God permits the
persecution and tribulation to come upon me. Although I suffer a lot, I
practically experience God’s presence, and practically taste that God’s
word becomes the bread of life for me and becomes a lamp to my feet and a
light to my path, guiding me to go forward step by step in the devil’s
dark den. All this is God’s love and God’s keeping that I’ve enjoyed and
received in suffering. At that time, I realized: I’m too blind, too
selfish, and too greedy; in believing in God, I only know to enjoy God’s
grace and blessing, but don’t pursue the truth and life in the least;
when my flesh suffers a little, I complain incessantly and don’t try to
sense God’s will or seek to know God’s work at all, always making God
grieved and distressed for me; I’m so conscienceless! In remorse and
self-reproach, I prayed to God silently, “O Almighty God! I see that
everything you’ve done is for saving me and gaining me. I hate myself
for being too disobedient and too blind and having no humanity and thus
always misunderstanding you and never caring for your will. O God!
Today, it is your words that arouse my numb heart and spirit and make me
understand your will. I don’t want to have my own desire and
requirement any more, but only wish to obey your manipulation and
arrangement. Even if I have to undergo all kinds of sufferings, I’ll try
my best to cooperate with you and bear a resounding testimony for you
in satan’s persecution, pursue to break away from satan’s influence, and
live out the likeness of a real man to satisfy you.” After the prayer, I
understood God’s thoughtful kind intention and knew that every
environment God permitted me to experience was God’s greatest love and
salvation to me. Therefore, I no longer had a thought of withdrawal and
no longer misunderstood God. Although the environment was still the
same, I was full of joy and enjoyment within. I always felt that it was
my honor and pride, was a special favor to me, a corrupt man, and was
God’s special grace and blessing that I could suffer pains and
persecutions for believing in Almighty God today.
After experiencing one year of affliction in prison, I saw that my
stature was too small and I lacked too many truths. Just through such a
special environment, Almighty God made up for my lacking and made me
grow up in stature, so that in adversity I gained the most valuable
wealth of life, understood many truths I hadn’t understood before, saw
clearly the ugly face of satan the devil and its reactionary substance
of resisting God, and knew its monstrous sin of persecuting Almighty God
and afflicting Christians. I truly experienced Almighty God’s great
mercy and salvation to me, a corrupt man, and felt that Almighty God’s
words are indeed with authority and life power and can bring me light,
be my life, and lead me to overcome satan and tenaciously walk out of
the valley of the shadow of death. Meanwhile, I also knew that the way
Almighty God leads me to walk is exactly a right way of human life and a
bright way of gaining the truth and life! From now on, no matter how
many persecutions and tribulations as well as dangers and temptations
I’ll encounter, I’m willing to do my best to pursue the truth and gain
the way of eternal life Almighty God bestows on me.
from Testimony Articles on Experiencing Persecution
Source from:Regenerated in God’s Word
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